My name is Ini-Obong. I am from Akwa-Ibom state, Nigeria but I reside in Malaysia.
Only last year, I returned to Nigeria on completion of my studies. For a lot of reasons,
I may want to hide some other details for fear of been humiliated by my folks. All I
desire are kind and encouraging words to get out of this thing I have come to realise
is a huge mess.
I have been living in shambles and mystery and decided to speak out before I get
consumed. I am 29 years old and I have never had sex with any man, except my
dogs.
Growing up, we had dogs as guards or say pets. As an only child, I got what I
wanted. On this fateful day, specifically January 12th, I asked my father for one of the
dogs to live in my room. He granted my wish as a birthday present to me. This was
where my ordeal started.
I would bath with the dog, eat with it and all. On this particular day, I played with the
dog and I got tickled and turned on. In the process, one thing led to another and I had
an ‘insertion’ with the dog.
For 15 years, I have slept with over 10 dogs. I have lived my life sleeping with any
cute dog I came across. All I need do is either buy it or cajole it to a corner and have
sex. I am a full grown adult and I still can’t kill the urge. Whatever you can imagine
doing with a man in bed as a lady, I do with my dogs.
As much as I love dogs, I detest men. I get every satisfaction from my dogs. The more
effort I put in trying to stop sleeping with dogs, the more urge I have to have sex with
them.
I’m the only one who knows this and the burden is too heavy for me. It’s far more
than I can swallow.
Am I alright? Is it out of the ordinary? How can I talk to my parents about this?
Can this confession even help me when I keep battling with myself over this matter?
What do I do please? I need help!
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